So i’m not that evil after all… sighhhhhh…
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All i can say is by gawd it wasn’t as dirty an election as i expected it. If it was the opposition would never score those kinda wins. U gotta give the gov credit for at least allowing democracy to work. There might be long term repercussions that we can’t see for electing the opposition but for now celebrate the fact that the nation has pair of fresh hands to mold with.
Having said that 4 years might not be enough to make a real change in the country and that scares me to think that people might be expecting a miracle with the new pple in power. So if the people don’t see change in 4 years are we gonna vote back those that seem to have a grasp of the game? I say hold your horses, keep in mind that the new pple have a whole load of shit to clear out before any real change can take place. Not to mention the opposition are made of a band of uncomfortable bedfellows. Ideals are all over the place and orchestrating a unified governance is but just the tip of the iceberg of shit they will have to come to terms with.
By a long shot this is not a win … this perhaps is more a step in the right direction in getting the voice of the people heard and let this pple make the change we as the nation so wants 2 see happen. What is that change? Your guess is as good as mine. Maturity in the thought process of good governance is a start perhaps. With that perhaps things will fall into better place. Here’s to the cynic’s hope that things will work out
That is how long I’ve been officially married to Audrey. While some would expect to read a blog about how much I love my wife and all that shit ass mushy stuff, to me is just public declaration to make one look good and the good husbandly thing to do. However, I am not such a person. I am flawed as fuck. So it’s already amazing that she still steadfast and loyal to me.
What I really want to talk about is the effect it has on me. A friend just wished me happy anniversary and asked me how I felt after 6 years of marriage. Without much thought, the first thing that came to mind was ‘very humbling’. She couldn’t agree more. So I told Audrey about it. First thing she asked me was ‘Why so humbling?’ Well it has been humbling because I have bared my soul to this person, she knows all my weaknesses and flaws and yet she stands by me through thick & thin. She helps me make amazing decisions that enrich our lives and keep the family stable. She is not just my wife she is a great friend that will not hesitate to gets her hands dirty to fix something that I might’ve screwed up. So yeah… humbling is definitely the word to use. After having her by my side for so long I find myself in a position where I am amazed at how I have stayed afloat for so long without her in my life.
So anyways… we had a fantastic weekend of just eating our hearts out to celebrate 6 roller coaster years of fun and tears. We had CPK for Saturday lunch we shared this amazing green curry chicken pasta & wild mushroom pizza that was just too awesome for words. For dinner we went to Pasta Zanmai this Jap Italiano fusion place that has become our latest favorite haunt. I had the Hamburg set that made my toes curl and Audrey had Beef Katsu curry rice. The next day we went Lemon garden at Shangri-la for buffet and pigged out big time. However on a slightly sour note I think I ate a bad fruit or something so I had a bit of the runs after that. But after popping some Chinese miracle pills (poh chai yuen) we were off to Nagomi for some shabu-shabu loving. I had duck while Audrey had chicken. Yes it’s all about food for our family and that is how we celebrate such amazing events in our lives.
Did I forget to mention we had Shane with us the entire time? It is not our intention to leave our son out of anything. Since our lives do revolve around him, he has been a very good boy by sleeping through the past couple of nights. What a nice gesture from him to us.
While everyone is bitching about who to vote for and what not… i think everyone should just vote base on looks alone since their friggin’ faces are plastered everywhere. With that i think i’ve got the right candidate as he extrudes honesty, innocence and justice. Please ladies & gents… vote for….
Isn’t that the face of a person who would even beat the likes of Obama?
… i’ve finally frickin’ update flickr with new pix. Its not exactly the most latest but its close. I’ll have a bit more coming up soon. seriously… i really have no time 4 this… i dun see a point in speaking my mind anymore… damn politicians i want dead r still alive… sighhhhh….
I’m actually quite glad the year is over… it’s been a roller coaster ride for the whole family. I’ve changed jobs twice in a span of a year just to name one instance. However in total it hasn’t been that bad of a year… i’m fortunate to have a great family and my son is getting older by the day and it is a magical experience on a daily basis. A part of me can’t wait for him 2 grow older… another part of me wishes he remains that sweet adorable boy i love so much … but we all know that it is an illusion … he’s after all monster boy. Yeah, he’s graduated to monster boy from little monster.
I suck at this whole blogging thing… i seriously rather be on FB and specifically warbook … it’s the perfect neverending game i have been dreaming of. Beings me back to the days of BBS door games. I love wacking pple n cursing at pple who attack me… suckers i tell ya. With that said, i still will try n check in here once in a long while just to post things up. I know the pix are a bit out-dated… my fault… haven’t really been in the mood to resize the pix. But they are all there… just not up… hahaha catch me one of this days la… i will update it to current… think should be in the next week or so. I just reformatted my work laptop so i’m without photoshop… lemme see where i can score me a copy. lol!
Ok… happy new year everyone… can’t think of anything worthy to blog about… as usual. Have a safe one… n thanx again for the love everyone gives us as a family. Shane, Audrey & me are truly grateful for everyone’s support and prayers… without which i would not be such a lucky guy. Seriously… be safe don’t drink & drive.
Everyone on this planet knows that i love my son like nothing else in this world. So it wasn’t easy for me to finally give my son the first official full-scale disciplining act.
Shane was being his usual naughty self that i tolerated. He has a bad habit of throwing or beating things after i have given him a verbal display of disapproval. Like for instance i tell him not to touch mommy’s handbag strap, he will go and start wacking the strap or if i tell him he cannot play with the car keys he will throw them forcefully to the floor.
Well last night i disallowed him from touching the vacuum cleaner hose in my computer room. So happen he was holding on to our dvd remote control because mommy couldn’t hide if from him fast enough and taking it away from him would only cause him 2 go into a tantrum. So i let him have the remote control for awhile. But him touching the vacuum cleaner hose was a big no no. Naturally him not getting his way cause him 2 start on his usual tantrum run. However seeing as he had the remote control with him he decided to throw it very hard to the ground which basically cause the remote to almost split apart. It also caused the thing to chip somewhat on a few sides.
Shane knew he was in trouble… so his usual reaction is say oh… ohh…. oh… kinda like masking his wrong doing by acknowledging it was a mistake of sorts. This time however i was mad coz he has done this once to many times. So i raised my voice n scolded him. Straight away he knelt down on the ground looking down and making a sad face. But i wasn’t going to let if off that easily. After a few more thunderous voices of disapproval i smacked his hands. And that is when he started shaking in fear. He was crying so badly and shaking from the sudden onslaught of both verbal and physical barrage. Mind you i only slapped the hand a bit… not soft… but hard enough to hurt the fella a bit. He deserved every bit of it. He wanted me to manja him but i refused and gave a firm NO! to him… naturally he went running to mommy and i told her not to let him manja her. I do not want to raise a spoilt brat who thinks he can just do whatever the hell he wants to and get away with it. After awhile more of showing my disgust at what he did, i think he did really feel remorse. He didn’t dare throw his usual tantrums. He was very timid and dare not even squirm around the floor like he use 2 when he throws his tantrums. It was actually amazing to see how much he was comprehending at 16months. It might be a normal thing but seeing my son develop this kinda comprehension will never cease to amaze me.
So after what felt like an eternity of letting him feel what happens when you are naughty, i spread out my arms to show that i will carry him. I have never seen him scramble to be in my arms so fast before. He grabbed on to me and laid his head still on my right shoulder and didn’t move for quite awhile. Didn’t even dare look at me or mommy. Mommy was now her turn to scold the little monster. He dare not look at mommy at all. After carrying him for quite awhile i told Audrey to make him milk at put him 2 sleep.
Thru-out the whole ordeal… i think shane might’ve been disciplined but i think we as parents were also tortured with the fact that i had to give him such a lashing. I felt pretty hurt after that and was really holding myself back from just hugging him and saying sorry. But i grit my teeth and told myself this has to be done for the sake of his growing up the right way. Kinda made me realize how much my dad must’ve hurt when he slapped me once. My dad thru-out my whole life has only raise his hand to me twice. That’s how much my dad spoils me. I even remember seeing my dad cry after that. At that time it made me feel even worse coz my dad has always been so nice to me. I was very young but that moment has always stayed with me.
I know it’s stupid but i think i really know how my dad felt now. I really felt like crying myself after i realize what i had done. I almost dashed to my son’s bed and given him the biggest hug ever. But alas… i waited till it was morning before i did that. I just had to hold it all in and tell myself i’m doing this for his own good. I really hope it does coz i think to a certain extent i’ve turned out a decent human being because my parents did instill certain values that kept me on the straight and proper. I might not be the best of humans but i’d like to think that they taught me to have a conscience to whatever i do. If that is all i can teach my son… i think i would’ve done my parents proud. God please make Shane a good boy coz i don’t know how much more of this i can endure. It kills me each time… and this is only the first. *sigh*
I’ve just been tasked by my new company to write about something pertaining to work… well since i haven’t posted anything here for awhile… please click here to read about it.
Yes yes yes… I’ve been back to the road of normalcy for quite a fair bit now. From my crazy and over the board working like a madman days at DraftFCB to a more manageable level, I’ve still consistently ignore my blog. Bringing myself to blog for the sake of just voicing out my mind has proven hard to attend to that initially speculated. I have never been very good at translating my thoughts unto text unless I really need to get a point across to a person or situation. Using my skills as purely a recreational tool has proven to be futile in my finger’s view. However I will plod along and see how much more of this I will endure. Actually I do have a lot I would wanna say… I keep saying… boy I should talk about this in my blog just to fuck things up for the sake of well… muckin’ around. But once I sit down in front of the com…. I’m like… lazy la… I rather check out stuff for work or see what old friends I can discover or be discovered from facebook.
Besides, my life ain’t exactly full of innerestin’ stuff to talk about la. Come on…I’m sure more of you are sick of me gushing over my adorable son already. All I do here is tell everyone got new pix of Shane… which reminds me I got a load of new ones I haven’t touched up and shit… damn… another tedious thing to do. I just find more interesting stuff to do with my time than put up pix or talk to myself in a fuckin’ blog. It’s like digital wanking… like I have to gratify myself on a blog or talk about what the fuck happens 2 me… tiu… lazy la… even this posting is a waste of space n time. But nevermind… need to be part of the culture to understand the market further… yadda yadda yadda self convincing shit.
Ok just to update you pple… yeah fuck… even in my hiatus I got hits… WTF?! Nothing to read here la wanker… see for wat. I quit my job end of September coz I had enuf la… work me like a dog and the politics… nip in the bud my ass… they bud nippers are the politic players… full of shit I tell you. But nevermind… it’s a game I will never understand or would even want to understand. Lining pockets is not something honorable I want to be part of. Me and my fuckin’ principles again… always making me get in trouble. I don’t play ball so I’m not on anyone’s side. Keeping as a neutral party is really harder than I thought. I’m too opinionated to not shove pple my views. So before I see more assholes getting their share of money they do not deserve I want out of that world. Figures why I’m still poor as shit and always looking of means to make more money to support the family… but only the legal n honorable way of coz.
Anyways in 6 hours of resigning from draft, I get a call from a company saying that they want me on board. This was the company that I was hoping to join from the slew of interviews I went for even. So it was a great sign to me that I did the right thing by leaving draft. I had a few other offers but it was back to the same shit hole world of agencies which was very reluctant to go back into if possible. However if come to the crunch I was thinking no choice for the sake of the family I might have to take the bullet. Luckily I didn’t have to and I found a place I actually like the people far more. Yes I made some friends at draft too and they are nice people but some are just so differently from what I want to be part of. What is the point of earning tons of money but end of the day you’re wondering when the next person’s going to stab you in the back to get ahead. Sorry la I’ve worked in a world where we all have each other’s back not stabbing it.
Enough trashing my ex company la… it had its moments… some really interesting projects but ultimately I saw a finite lifespan for the kind of things they were doing there. So I’m back to the total web environment and likeminded people. Sorry for borrowing the term but “I’m lovin’ it!” Please check out my new co’s website in my blogroll. They even spoke about my interview with them on their blog site. It’s nice to know that in this world there are pple who actually value family time like I do. I know everyone is saying careful… don’t let your guard down just yet. The world is a vicious place and all that shit. Then again I’ve always looked at the good side of things first till they prove me wrong. Why should I be any different now? I like how warm n welcoming everyone is… ok… mebbe not all la.. we’ve got some quiet ones which get overshadowed by my noisy and nosy personality like some *ahem* person who stalks my blog recently who works with me. LOL u know who you are… go 2 wife’s blog even… dahsyat betul. But this is exactly the environment I thrive in… being able to know them personally.. then seeing how I can work with them… then we can do small but great things together.
Who gives a fuck that I launch a campaign that cost 10s of millions of ringgit. You’re only measured by the last campaign you did. So I rather not have the fake pat on the back but genuine people who does a job becoz it’s a job and then be able to hang out and talk about anything but work… this world has more to offer besides just well… work. I intend to explore that with my new team and who knows where it will take me… but at least here… I can actually say I see a future far brighter and more positive than where I came from. We’re not perfect by far… but tell me an organization that is and I’ll tell you PR is behind it. Till my next lengthy and no point post… keep it real … real balanced.
Hey everyone … i’m going to attempt updating this blog more… it’s been seriously ignored for quite sometime now (try 3 friggin’ months). As for my redemption, check out the much overdue pix of shane’s birthday in July… yeah… basically i quit my over demanding job and am just bumming around at home for the mo. Don’t fret… smart asses like me are out of a job for only 6 hours tops. Got an offer on the same day i handed in my letter… *phewwwwwwwwwwww* i was sweatin’ a bit for awhile there. Newayz… i think i’m gonna like this place more for the people i will be working with more than the $$$$ but i dare say the money ain’t too bad la… more details later… enjoy my comeback already!
note: no foul words were used for the inaugural return! fuck yeah! oops…. sheeeeiiittttt…..
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